Antioch High School shooter Solomon Henderson had reportedly posted online a 47-page manifesto explaining his state of mind just moments before livestreaming the rampage that left a girl dead and another wounded.
Before storming to the cafeteria of the high school at around 11 a.m. Wednesday with criminal intents, the 17-year-old posted chilling notes about his motive.
“I was so miserable. I wanted to kill myself. I just couldn’t take anymore. I am a worthless subhuman, a living, breathing disgrace,” he wrote in his supposed manifesto.
Henderson said he was “ashamed to be black” and admitted he had never been a victim of bullying but felt that his friends “outgrew me, acted like they didn’t f***ing know me.”
The troubled teen revealed that he was inspired by Candace Owens, Nick Fuentes, Mr. Beast, and Kanye West and posted pictures of Covenant School shooter Audrey Hale and Thomas Matthew Crooks and a flyer of a Neo-Nazi group.
“Even the very worst of criminal acts are forgiven by simply looking good. Or cool. Or interesting in some way,” he claimed.
Henderson took his own life after confronting and fatally shooting Josselin Corea Escalante, 16, and wounding another girl. A third boy was treated for an injury sustained during the chaos.
He concluded his manifesto by sharing how he planned on “going out AN HERO by blowing my brains with my gun while livestreaming it.”
“An image shows what we’re capable of, a video shows what it will look like, a livestream with a GoPro shows what it will feel like.”
